

Inhumane?Im paralyzed. Not literally, of course, but emotionally. I can feel my insides turning into concrete, my brain turning into mush. Yet intellectually, I know Im much better than this, than everything I have done in the last two years. I feel completely, utterly and so totally stuck in my lack of thoughts, my lack of feelings and I have been unable to fill the gaps in my consciousness with words. The absence of a vocabulary for my motionless state, just accentuates the stagnant in my life. Sometimes I feel my own humanity clawing at the walls of my brain, urging me to move, to take the necessary steps to be a productive human being.Inhumane?


DenialThe words got blown away. I felt them touch the air, And then dissipate into nothing. They werent said with enough energy. She didnt have the will.Denial
Shaking her head with such fury, She denied speaking those words, Yet no one heard what was said, What was whispered into the passing air, Maybe she was fooling herself, Trying to deny that she was falling apart.


Everything means nothing.The words arent coming, I fear thats the problem, Something isnt connecting, While everything is blurring,Everything means nothing.
Days go so slowly, A moment is too much, The worlds frightening, When everything means nothing.


Write me a song.Write me a song, With a beautiful melody, Write me a song, Explaining everything, Write me a song, With colourful words, And a broken meaning.Write me a song.
Write me a song, That is painfully honest, Write me a song, Showing me how to cope, Write me a song, Written on my body, I might listen then.


Life...CutHow long is a piece of string? What horrors lie beneath the skin?Life...Cut
We question all to comprehend And measure life from end to end, We wrap our hurts with warmth and light, We seize the day to flee the night.
We quicken breath to fend off time, I take whats yours, you take whats mine, We never pause to rest our feet, We count the seconds, every beat.
For every puzzle that we solved, For every crime that was absolved, Another ten come to the fore, We take from life, it offers more.
Yet it is not an endless sourc
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